Saturday, December 26, 2009


So, as was previously mentioned, I recently returned from a trip to Japan. I was there working as a student volunteer for this year's SIGGRAPH Asia conference. It was definitely a pretty awesome experience; however, I was so overworked and jet lagged, that I primarily spent my free time sitting in the hotel lobby, editing my photos/videos, and creating silly pixilation animations in Flash. I've already posted some of those clips. Below are some of the photographs. I took 400+ that week, which means I will probably be posting more in the near future. Isn't that just stellar?

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Reel Time

A short compilation of some work I've done. The music is Ghostwriter, by RJD2.


Monday, December 21, 2009

Yes, I went to Japan.

These clips are tests for a video that I am creating for the SCAD Admissions Department, which documents SIGGRAPH Asia 2009, in Yokohama, Japan. Both are comprised of stop motion photography. If you can't tell, I was sans tripod. Adds to the grittiness and/or reality factor, I guess.
The first is of a waving Japanese flag. I took the photos near the amusement park in Yokohama, messed with the colors in Photoshop, and then sequenced them using Flash.
The second is of a crowded promenade in downtown Yokohama. Same basic process.

video video

Thursday, December 3, 2009


In my new found spare time, I've decided to become more adept at Photoshop. I'm posting some of the text exercises I've been using to practice. All of the words come from lyrics to songs I've been listening to while working. How original.

Web in Front-Archers of Loaf

Quiero Ver Amanecer-Los Fabulosos Cadillacs

Dirty Lives-Love as Laughter

Dream a Little Dream-Dean Martin

Reject All American-Bikini Kill

Wednesday, October 14, 2009



I watched a tutorial on creating simple particle effects in Maya, using Soft/Rigid Bodies. I could write out the step-by-step, but would really just be doing that for myself, so I'll spare you. Enjoy!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

The Joys of Rigging


This little animation was playblasted from Maya - everyone's favorite program. I found this tutorial online on how to rig a piston using constraints. So, I built a simple piston, rigged it, then created a quick animation, just to test my handy work. If you're unfamiliar with constraints, they involve "constraining" one piece of a model to another, so that when the parent piece moves, the child moves with it; however, if the child moves independently of the parent, the parent will stay stationary.
My animation moves a little slowly for my liking, but I'll fix it up in a few days. I don't feel like looking at it anymore. Meanwhile, stay tuned for some more Shut up Sean stuff, and glimpses of a Darth Vader rig. Nerdtastic. Yowza.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

A Piguana in Tijuana

This is a piguana.

He crossed the border into Tijuana.

He indulged in the local flavor.

He vandalized a car.

And then he went to church.

The End.

Songs of Experience

Today, I learned that an article I wrote for has received an Editor's Choice Award. It's called In the Shadow of Personal History, and is a review of sorts of Art Spiegelman's graphic novel In the Shadow of No Towers. I'm totally honored that they appreciated my writing. It's also pretty neat to see a link for your article right at the top of the homepage.
I had a similar experience last year when I poem that I'd written received an award from a different site. I believe that these 2 pieces of writing bear social significance in that they are, well, somewhat relevant to contemporary affairs. The poem is, of course, about a guy. I think he's the only guy I ever wrote volumes for. He appreciated them when we were kids. So, though poetry and emotional frivolity are not really things I indulge in anymore, I'm posting that final poem here, as a salute to Romanticism as a whole.

34th between 5th and Park

Bar stool exhibition.
Neon signs and drowning stocks.
Heavy - lidded light and languid talkers say,
"Sir, you are safe.
Argyle socks will be up again in a few days."
At a glance; At a gaze.
Looking through and not at
Out of reservation.
Playing not coy,
Rather, sarcastic;
Editing the impulse to stare,
To jump out of my chair
And exclaim,
"It's you! Right there!
You look the same,
Down to the slicked back hair!"
Awestruck and wanting to tell all-
Only playing hours long Devil's Advocate,
Lending the wrong impression.
I am sorry for that.
You are so you,
And I-
Was so scared.

Monday, September 28, 2009


I decided to practice a bit more with After Effects. This time, I created some text/collage animation. After doctoring an old B&W photo in Photoshop, I pulled a line from my favorite Charles Bukowski poem Style. AE CS4 has this nifty Puppet Pin tool that lets you "rig" still photos for animation. So, I then made the man himself do a little dance to a segment of Charles Mingus' Haitian Fight Song. The video seen here has the corrections I'd proposed in an earlier version of this post (ie, fix the shoulder, add more animation to "Everything," and synch the dance better with the song). All in all, this was a simple, fun project that didn't take long, and also made me chuckle. Another successful Adobe Premiere chop job. Gee, I just plugged Adobe a lot in this post. "Can you say Adobe? Uh-doh-beeee!"


Friday, September 25, 2009

What I Did on My Summer Vacation

Throughout most of the summer, and into September, I have worked with, creating listings for small businesses in Bellmore. Basically, it's involved collecting basic data, a few little personal pieces of information, and taking photos. It's been both a fun and exhausting experience. After spending so much time (willingly) removed from Long Island, becoming what I jokingly refer to as "Miss Bellmore," has been pretty cool. I feel like helping businesses by providing free advertisements for them during a terrible economic time is a great service.
The photos posted here are some of my favorites out of the ones I took. They've all been augmented in Photoshop, and though I think that they could use more tweaks, I'm going to leave them as is for now. So, enjoy your little slice of Long Island, and feel free to visit A link is featured in the first sentence.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Would you bring them home to mom?

Well, kids, meet the band. They're Shut Up Sean, and this is the very beginning of what will end up being a rather extensive project. I shall say no more. Well, no more other than that the 1st clip is a raw, grainy, rough, shot under basement recessed lighting, piece of something. I'm becoming better versed in After Effects, and wanted to see what I could do to spice this up a little. So, I gave myself a "Color Correction 101" lesson, and did what I could to brighten it, balance the tones and remove blur and noise. That would be what you see in clip #2. Voila. The complete file was too large to upload here, so I've just included a clip. Now, back to work.

video video

Hybrid Creatures

I've developed a fondness for creating ghastly hybrid beings in Photoshop. I'm starting to get pretty good at it. From top-bottom, most recent-earliest, they are the 1) Piguana; 2) Buirrel; 3) Flaminguin; 4) Gazawk. More to come!!!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Doodles allo Symposio

These are some quick sketches I did on my server notepad. This summer, I worked in a small Italian restaurant in Bellmore, NY called Cafe Symposio. I had barely spent more than a few weeks in New York in 3 years, and feel that the experience I had there was a suitable way for me to be reintegrated into my home.
One thing I've always liked about this place is the cultural diversity. Sometimes, at the restaurant, I would hear Spanish in my left ear; Greek in my right; and English in both. I also had the pleasure of hearing some Italian and Arabic, and running into customers with a broad spectrum of surnames.
I've worked in a lot of restaurants, and this place was the first time that almost everyone accepted me as a friend from the moment I walked in the door. Conversely, I also learned that not everyone revels in a multi-faceted world. Some naive part of me thought that it was common to feel genuine happiness at being surrounded by a heterogeneous group of people. I learned a valuable lesson at Cafe Symposio. It'll be there with me on my next adventure.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Spalding Gray

While enrolled in Mark Kneece's Comic Book Scripting class this past winter, I wrote the story seen below, which is entitled Resubmission. I was a 19-year-old, idealistic Long Island kid when the events of 9/11 changed the city forever. Prior to that, I had spent a year at Boston's Emerson College, Gray's alma mater, and also distinctly remember following the 2003-2004 news articles that reported his disappearance, and eventual discovery of his death. Years later, I created the character of Scott Black, and via fiction, decided to change the fate of an individual with whom I'd felt connected. I'd like to thank the estate of Spalding Gray, as well as writer John Boland for posting this script on Spalding Gray's official website.

*The following is an element of fan fiction. It is a means of reflection, and an expression gratitude, and should be perceived as entertainment only.*

Page One

Panel One

Shot of the silhouette of a man, Scott, seated at a table against a gray, unlit background. He is hunched over, with a burning cigarette in his hand, gesturing while speaking.

Scott: It was an old city with its ghosts and crevices, yet a new city, reduced to fear and nothing.

Panel Two

A stage technician is sitting in a lighting booth at the back of the house, looking over a lighting board. He is in the foreground, and we can see the vague figure of the smoking man on the stage in the background. An audience, filling up a small theater separates them. The technician flicks on a stage spotlight.


Scott: I saw the buildings fall; the dust cloud the air, drying tears if only for a moment. I wanted to know why they had struck the heart…

Panel Three

We now see the clear figure of the smoking man seated on the stage. It’s evident that he is in the middle of a performance. He is in his mid-fifties, and dressed modestly. His expression and demeanor are anything but happy. His cigarette has just about burned down to its filter.

Scott: why they had taken the essence of our lives; stolen our city from us. Maybe history took it back as an overdue payment.

Panel Four

A man, Jim, a stockbroker type, who is younger than the one on stage, is seated in the packed audience. He is staring intently in front of him, mouth agape, obviously taken by what he is hearing. Some of the other audience members have similar expressions, others don’t seem to care, and a few are sleeping.

Scott (from stage): It hurt to see her so victimized by outsiders.

Jim (whispering): Geez.

Panel Five

Close up of Scott’s cigarette ash, as it falls into the ashtray.

Scott: And now, every time the subway doors close behind me; every time I buy the Times; every time I open my eyes, really, I stare into a chasm that not even a spectacle of lights can fill.

Panel Six

The curtain falls. The audience claps.

Curtain SFX: SOOOSH!

Audience: TUT-TUT-TUT


Page Two

Panel One

A hallway leading to the backstage of the theater. It is filled with people who are holding coffee cups and martini glasses, wearing VIP badges, and chatting. The air is stuffy with pretension. The focus is on Jim, the man from the audience as he walks swiftly through the hall.

VIP: Blah, blah, Really?

Another VIP: Blah, when I was in Rome, blah, blah.

Panel Two

Closer shot of Jim looking at the different people in the hallway. It is obvious that he is looking for someone. His gaze is intense, and he is clutching his program.

Jim: He’s gotta be…

Panel Three

Shot of Jim from a different angle, looking at different pretentious people. He still hasn’t found who he’s looking for.

Jim: …here somewhere.

Panel Four

Jim has stopped towards the end of the hallway, where he has found who he was looking for. It is Scott, the performer of the evening. We see a bird’s eye view of Jim’s foot in the immediate foreground, and are looking up at Scott, who is holding a martini glass, holding casual conversation with a man in glasses. Scott and the man with glasses are blurred by shadow.

Jim: Mr. Black…I, um, I’d like to speak with you.

Panel Five

Closer shot of Scott and the man with glasses. Scott has stepped forward, and is now half in, half out of the shadows. He looks tired and cynical.

Scott: And who are you?

Page Three

Panel One

All three men are now in the shot. Jim is stepping towards Scott, who is directing his position to the man in the glasses, who is stationary.

Jim: Just a…just a guy who saw your show.

Scott: Please excuse me for a moment.

Man with Glasses: Certainly.

Panel Two

Jim’s expression is somber, yet it is only in reflection. Scott looks innately miserable, and is shaking his head.

Jim: Your speech on 9-11 really hit me. I was on Wall Street when it happened. I saw a lot of people die.

Scott: Que sera, I guess. Terrible thing. Terrible.

Panel Three

Closer shot of Jim’s face and hands. He now has that youthful, idealistic expression on his face that makes you want to vomit.

Jim: But it brought us together. It made us stronger. I swear, even the cabbies were nicer.

Scott (off panel): Did it though? New Yorkers are a miserable lot.

Panel Four

Scott is pulling a cigarette out of a pack.

Scott: They just don’t care. Too busy making deals and catching trains.

Panel Five

Scott lights his cigarette. Jim is positioned slightly behind him, in the shadows.

Scott: What did Shakespeare say about life? It’s a walking shadow. A poor player. A tale told by an idiot.

Jim: Signifying nothing. Yeah, yeah, I don’t buy that.

Panel Six

Wider shot of the two men. They are now surrounded by both men and women who are wearing VIP badges, and carrying coffee cups and martini glasses. The new people seem to want Scott’s attention.

Scott: You should. It’s a crapshoot. Most of the time you lose.

Person A: Mr. Black, I-

Person B: Excuse me, Mr. Black-

Scott: Pardon me. I have to go now.

Panel Seven

Jim has stepped in front of Scott and the others, and is no longer in the shadows. Now, Scott and the others are. Scott’s cigarette has burned down, and is now little more than a really long ash.

Jim: Poor guy. He doesn’t realize how wrong he is.

Page Four

Panel One

Scott is walking down a dark, empty city street. His hands are in his pockets, shoulders are slumped, head is looking down, and there is a cigarette hanging out of his mouth.

Panel Two

He sees a discarded paper advertisement in the gutter of the street that catches his eye.

Panel Three

Close view of the advertisement. It is for the show that he’d just performed.

Panel Four

Scott is walking, reading the advertisement, not paying attention to the street.

Panel Five

He bumps into a woman, who is walking in the opposite direction.

Woman: Watch where yer goin’, asshole.

Scott: Sorry…Sorry.

Panel Six

Scott continues to walk, as he tosses the now crumpled up piece of paper into the street.

Scott: Waste of time. Total waste of time.

Page Five

Panel One

Jim is getting into a cab outside of the theater. Most of the show goers have left already, but there are still a few people hanging around outside.

Panel Two

Inside of the cab. The cab driver is foreign, though not a blatant stereotype. His cab driver’s I.D. is visible on the dashboard .

Cab Driver: Where to?

Jim: Have you ever met someone who was just…so sad, but shouldn’t be?

Panel Three

Different angle inside of the cab. Jim’s face is solemn. The cab driver looks irritated.

Cab driver: Where?

Jim: Do you know who Scott Black is? He’s a writer. Performer. Sad.

Panel Four

Close shot of the cab driver, who is pretty pissed off, but trying to contain himself. He just wants to drop this guy off, so that he can find someone else to transport.

Cab driver: I do not know this writer. I just want to know where you are going.

Panel Five

Jim leans forward, gesturing towards the square hole in the Plexiglas that separates him from the cab driver.

Jim: Sorry…Sorry. Pinto di Blu restaurant. 71st and Lexington.

Panel Six

The cab is driving away from the restaurant. Display signs of the restaurant’s name and menu are visible. There is a doorman outside, and a woman with a fur coat is walking out, arm-in-arm with a man in a suit. Jim is walking inside.

Page Six

Panel One

Scott is standing outside of the same restaurant that Jim walked into. The scene description is similar to the previous panel, however there is no couple walking out, and the doorman is positioned differently so as to denote a passage of time. Scott is smoking a cigarette that is almost down to the filter.

Doorman: Good evening, sir.

Scott: I hate publicity dinners.

Panel Two

Scott stomps out his cigarette at the doorman’s feet, directly in front of the door to the restaurant.

Doorman: SIR!

Panel Three

Interior of the restaurant. A maitre d is standing at a podium, and there are diners seated at tables throughout. A small, but classy bar area is just beyond the podium. The lighting is soft, there are paintings on the wall, and Mediterranean plants decorate the establishment. Jim is standing near the bar holding a wine glass, talking to someone. Scott is speaking to the maitre d.

Scott: I’m here to join the Kistner party.

Maitre d: Follow me, Mr. Black.

Panel Four

Jim has spotted Scott. He looks pretty excited. Scott doesn’t. The maitre d is stopped in his tracks.

Jim: Mr. Black! Looks like we run in the same circles.

Scott: Scott. It’s Scott. I have to be here. What’s your excuse?

Panel Five

Scott is following the maitre d towards a table.

Jim: Well, I…Look, Mr. Black. It’s all really not that bad.

Scott: I just met you. I don’t know if you’re a prophet, or a Mormon or something, but I have to go. Thank you. Good-bye.

Page Seven

*Panels One-Three all show Scott seated at a table with Upper Eastside art collector types. As each panel progress, he looks more and more discontented.

Panel One

Woman: Would you believe that the Guggenheim turned down Matthew Barney’s new project?

Man: Good.

Panel Two

Man: People don’t seem to understand quality these days. Right, Scott?

Panel Three

Scott: Sigh. Excuse me.

Panel Four

Scott gets up from the table. The woman who speaks, whispers the dialogue to another woman sitting next to her.

Woman: What’s his problem?

Panel Five

Scott is walking up a winding staircase towards the door to a balcony. The restaurant and its diners diminish in size. Jim is watching as Scott walks upstairs.

Panel Six

Scott is leaning over a balcony, smoking a cigarette.

Scott: Who is this show for anyway?

Panel Seven

View of Scott looking over the balcony at the distance to the street.

Page Eight

Panel One

Scott climbs onto the ledge, still smoking.

Scott: Not gonna cater to you bastards anymore.

Jim (off panel): HEY! Mr. Black! What are you doing?!

Panel Two

Scott looks at Jim’s shocked expression. He’s gesturing wildly, nearly falling off balance.

Scott: IT’S SCOTT! And I’m sick of it! Sick of these people. Sick of this farce. No one REALLY cares. They only want you if it suits their wallets.

Panel Three

The atmosphere is warped by Scott’s lack of balance. Jim is leaning towards the camera, as if to grab Scott. We see a distorted view of Jim from Scott’s perspective.

Jim: What about people like me? I just liked your story.

Panel Four

Jim grabs Scott by the arm, pulling him downward, and away from sudden death.

Jim: Empathy, Scott! You have it for everyone. That’s why it hurts.

Scott: They don’t care!

Jim: Some people do!

Panel Five

Scott crashes hard on the balcony floor.

Panel Six

Scott is pulling himself into a seated position. Jim is hunched over, with his hands on his knees, catching his breath.

Jim: Most…people…want…money. Some…want…insight. You’re important, Scott. You provide…insight.

Scott: Insight?

Panel Seven

Jim is leaning down, looking Scott right in the eyes. Scott, who is now seated, leans back on his hands, looking at Jim.

Jim: Yes. That’s why I’m here. For insight.